This book looked good --> Letters from a Skeptic, by Dr. Gregory A. Boyd and Edward K. Boyd

Someone asked if I liked to write... it was fun, but I've never thought about it.  I was doing it more for a certain purpose than to just throw thoughts out.  But that made me wonder why I don't journal or scribe down important experiences or ideas that breeze by in life.

What's next with work or with effort in this direction outside of work?  What's next with God?

How can I be more intentional about God's will in my life on a regular basis, without having the God-experiences in a different country?

What truly makes me happy and why... more directly, what are the desires of my heart?

We don't choose a ministry (and I use the "ministry" term in a general manner), God calls us.  If He calls us, then He will provide what we lack... be that the way, skills, energy, funds, etc.

Just as it's important to work together in the Body of Christ, it's important to live in a community.  We may be more effective being in an intentional community (sharing, working together) with folks that have similar talents/abilities/gifts.